Writing the Ship

Tattoos

2011-11-10T19:50:00.000-08:00

I've been thinking a lot about how some things are completely permanent. We're taught that most things are fleeting: you lose a job, you get a different one; you lose a boyfriend, you get a new one; you lose your keys, you call the locksmith to change your locks. Why is it always that the things that are permanent are the things you wish would go away: the small gray hairs my 16-year-old cousin teases me about even though she'll have them some day too, that certain sense of child-like insecurity I thought I'd grow out of when I turned 18, coffee stained teeth, and that look that's forever imprinted in my memory -- that sort of lazy shrug and rushed smile when someone turns around one final time before they walk away. That look that says I don't really think I want to go, but I'm not entirely sure. That look that leaves you completely uncertain if that person will ever return, but lets you know that somewhere, deep down, a small part of them -- whether it's as minuscule as the bones in the inner ear or as large as the contents of their rib cage -- will miss you.

Cars, Vans, Winter

2011-11-01T22:40:00.000-07:00

Delaware

Sometimes late at night pieces of memories come back to me that seem like they're from forever ago, even if it's only been a couple of years. Right now, I can almost feel myself in the frigid parking lot of an Ohio McDonalds, stealing WiFi with a dying netbook, trying to figure out if there was a route out of the state that didn't have snow. After hours of traveling through winding back roads and passing the sprawl of mini marts and no u-turn signs, we emerged from our over packed mini van. The wet smell of winter and the first set of footprints spoiling the pristine blanket of snow that covered the concrete almost overwhelmed me. We were lost.

Brooklyn, Philadelphia
Sometimes memories seem so far away, it's almost as if they were a dream and you begin to make up your own idea of what happened. In a distant winter, I vaguely recall sitting in the back of a beat up Subaru, my body squeezed between amps, guitars and cables as my best friends sat in the front, singing a song I was never really fond of. They were fearless, unafraid, and I nervously peered through the windshield. The only parts of our surroundings that were truly visible in the all consuming darkness fell in front of our dim headlights -- swampy slush and mud in what seemed like an endless one way dirt road. For all we knew it could have actually been endless if we could have driven along it forever without stopping for a tank of gas. I counted the porch lights on houses, hoping to pass someone who knew where we were.

I didn't blog much this summer, and now it's November. Winter has me consistently feeling nostalgic, and there's this constant sense of deja vu anytime I smell the air before it starts to rain and feel the cold breeze against my skin. Here are some pictures from my travels -- the ones that don't involve food or messing around. Those will come later.

Virginia, Baltimore

Atlanta, D.C.

Sunday, Sunday, Sunday, Sunday

2011-09-12T17:21:00.000-07:00

I don't really know what to say after so many months of not blogging so I'll break the awkward pause with these photos from brunch at La Bonbonniere in the West Village and hangouts in a Brooklyn backyard. Yeah, I said brunch. Apparently people are awake on Sunday mornings -- albeit mostly young families or couples, but who knew?

Perfect breakfast: blueberry pancakes, bacon, french fries, black coffee. After that I filmed some acoustic sessions to promote my new album that's coming out at the end of this month and did some other press stuff with Kind of Like. Everything about this post is making me second guess how I sound, so forgive me if I sound pretentious or lameee. Whatever, a girl's gotta work.

Going to Coney Island

2011-07-28T21:06:00.000-07:00

A couple of weeks ago I headed over to Coney Island to hang out at the beach, eat cheese fries, and take some pictures for the album art of Candy Hearts' new record. The band came with me because it was my birthday and walking around Coney Island alone is kind of...sad? I would have been okay with it either way since the boys wouldn't let me go on the actual beach because they didn't want to get sand in their shoes.

Even if it was a long ride, Coney Island has such good vibes. I remember my mom saying she took me there when I was little, but I don't remember it. It always reminds me of Siren Fest though, and I'm sad that this year it's not happening, is it?

Also, the album art finally is finished and we got to announce the release date and our signing to Kind Of Like Records today!

Stacks Pancake House

2011-06-23T15:52:00.000-07:00

Chocolate and strawberry pancakes could end wars -- at least I think so. These are from Stacks Pancake House in Hoboken, NJ. The restaurant is awesome, but sadly my sister, my cousin and I couldn't get out door seating. It was just too packed! They give you cornbread before your meal as if I needed a carb before a carb overload. Surprisingly, these pancakes still tasted good even if I took half of them home and them later that night.

By the way, since the return of my Droid I've been taking so many pictures with Picplz. I'm obsessed with the vintage filters!

Red, White & Blue Tie Dye Cupcakes

2011-06-23T15:35:00.000-07:00

Couple of weeks ago my sister made these bite-sized vanilla cupcakes. They were unbelievably delicious and I ate about 400 of them. How cute is the red, white and blue tie-dye? Perfect for the Fourth of July! It seems like all I eat lately is cupcakes. I can't wait to make another batch but my sister says the next flavor is a surprise.

Chai Tea Cupcakes, Booking Tours

2011-05-31T21:03:00.000-07:00

Right now I'm sitting in bed, trying to plan an appropriate route for the Candy Hearts summer tour and watching the Tonight Show. It's remarkable how much the thought of traveling anywhere makes me anxious, but all I want to do is write and tour, especially with Mixtapes, one of my favorite bands. It shouldn't make me as anxious as it does.

My blogging has been slacking. Whatever, it's summer. I spend most of my time online blogging for Scribbal or browsing apps and such on my phone. I tell you, the invention of the smartphone just means I'm constantly connected and never on a computer except for work.

These cupcakes were an idea totally fronted by my sister. I made the icing which was a creamy and sweet honey buttercream. The cake was vanilla chai with real (and extra strong) tea mixed in. It tasted like a mix between a spice cake and a latte. Delicious! Made for our best friend's 23rd birthday. I can't believe I've known someone for almost 20 years.

Shows and songs and other stuff

2011-05-13T11:16:00.000-07:00

I haven't posted in a while! Mostly I work in my pajamas now, so that's part of the reason. Anyway, here's a picture I love from Stay Sweet Fest. The band and I just released a song from our upcoming split with our buddies Sister Kisser from Long Island. It's going to come out on 7" on Gruff Beard records sometime in early June (or at the end of the month if we're lucky). We've got two amazing dates planned too.

May 26 at The Meatlocker Montclaire, NJ w/ RVIVR, Dead Ringer, the Rivals, +1

June 3 at The Charleston w/ Captain We're Sinking, Sister Kisser, Red City Radio, +1

so we're psyched on that. Also download our new track here for free. It's written about hanging out in Bed-Stuy with Wagers and being a general bum the month or two after I graduated from college. And some other things.

&lt;p&gt;&amp;lt;a href="http://candyhearts.bandcamp.com/album/sister-kisser-candy-hearts-split"&amp;gt;Sister Kisser/Candy Hearts Split by Candy Hearts&amp;lt;/a&amp;gt;&lt;/p&gt;

Spring In The Suburbs

2011-05-02T08:11:00.000-07:00

Just another lazy day. Waiting for work to start. Sitting around. I don't really know what to do with myself when it's too early to play guitar but too early to go to work. Don't have enough info to announce our next two New York shows. I need to get on that, we're playing Thursday! I guess I'm blogging now.

Spent the morning drinking coffee and eating cookies in my mom's most comfortable huge bed with her and we watched the Today Show. The news kind of annoys me lately, but Kathie Lee and Hoda are awesome. I don't care what anyone says.

Stay Sweet Fest, Richmond, Virginia

2011-04-26T20:52:00.000-07:00

I know I always take a long break from blogging and say I'll come back with more updates than ever, but the truth is my life is busy, and I don't always have time to photograph it, at least to the extent I'd like to. Anyway, I don't know if now's the time to talk about Stay Sweet Fest, after I've already been writing 9 hours for work, but I feel like I need to update at least a little bit. So I'll try to start from the beginning.

I left my house in New Jersey at 10am, swung all around New York to pick up my friends and the rest of the band, and then sat in what was the worst traffic I ever seen. Bumper to bumper for 10 hours. I was pretty sure we were going to miss the Friday night show all together but I managed to show up in just enough time to help polish off one of the band kegs and see Slingshot Dakota play.

That night was really the most coherent and planned out. We walked back what seemed like miles to our friends' (who are in the band This Is Your Life) house. Stayed there with the dudes from Timeshares. Slept on a floor. Woke up at 10am. Pulled myself out of my sleeping bag, just barely. Threw on some clothes and headed for day two in Timeshares' beat up van. It was pouring. My hair was ruined.

Timeshares' van, god bless it's soul, is the kind of car punk rock dreams are made (despite the fact that it continuously breaks down). They've had terrible luck with cars and I'm crossing my fingers that my comfy mini van doesn't follow suit, even though I'd do whatever it took ensure the security and sanctity of our relationship. Anyway, I'm almost positive they started it with a wrench instead of a key and the sides of the doors were plastered with stickers and magnets from places they'd been together. It was like a scrapbook or blog or something.

That day we played to the biggest group of people we've maybe ever played to. It was really nice knowing that hours from home there were people there who cared about us, singing the words to our songs, and not just caring about us as a band, but as people. I was nervous because a couple of hours before, the article I wrote from my last entry was published in punknews, and reading a slew of negative comments debating the level of our talent really isn't something I need to read before we go on. Lesson learned. Regardless, that nervousness faded in .02 seconds with a cup of beer and some good friends.

The rest of that day is kind of a wash. We drank, we made friends, we sang, we danced, I even helped someone do a keg stand which is new for me, and somewhere between wandering around Richmond at 3 in the morning eating Doritos and waking up sick my stomach, I fell in love with that city and the friends I had met.

Some notable things: Sundials', The Front Bottoms', and Tigers Jaw's sets. Everyone was great, but they really killed it. The way it feels to be so tired that you're fearless. Oh, and Timeshares and This Is Your Life wrote me a song. They wrote it to wake me up when I was dead asleep in another room. The lyrics were in Spanish and I was told it was some sort of flamenco feel. I was so tired I barely remember it, but it's good to know I have friends who are so good they would play in my ear as long as it took to be sure I was awake.

Punk and Stuff Like That

2011-04-07T16:29:00.000-07:00

A couple days ago I was asked to contribute a guest post for I Live Sweat on my experiences with sexism in the punk scene. I'm not typically one of those people who thrives on making a big stir or writing something I know would isolate more than half the people I'm friends with, but I decided to go for it anyway, just because sometimes I really do think things are not fair and it took me years to not get discouraged over it. At this point, the way girls are sometimes treated when they're in certain creative fields is really more of mosquito bite than something that gets me fiery.
Here's an excerpt:
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Let me start this by saying that sitting down to write this was not easy for me because not only does it make me upset to think about, but I know that when people talk about this topic, it’s mostly taken with a grain of salt. I don’t like people rolling their eyes at me; I don’t like being preachy; and I hate sounding like I’m some sort of victim—all which I think is part of the problem. I shouldn’t ever feel like I have to apologize for wanting to be treated like one of the guys or even wanting to be treated like I’m different because girls are different.

The difference wasn’t always clear to me. Before I was completely immersed in any music scene, let alone the DIY punk community I now call home, I’m ashamed to admit I was the first person to roll my eyes when the stereotypical Bikini Kill-obsessed, cut-off-shorts-clad punk girl complained about the way men treated her at shows. I just didn’t believe it was true, and I think it’s something that’s hard to recognize if you don’t experience it yourself, which is why I’d never fault anyone for thinking that the punk scene is immune to sexism—especially because it’s empowering and supportive in so many ways.

Read the whole thing on I Live Sweat's blog

Tea Party at Lady Mendl's Tea Salon

2011-04-05T21:02:00.000-07:00

Last Sunday we threw a surprise sweet 16 for my cousin at Lady Mendl's Tea Salon in New York. It was a small party -- just a few of the ladies (two of my cousins, my aunt, sister, grandma, and mom), but it was pretty fun, and I think my cousin was surprised.

Lady Mendl's reminded me in part of my grandmother's house (if she lived in a swanky, Gramercy Park brownstone), but that's its charm. The decor is quaint with the same floral wallpaper my mother hated in my childhood home, but I was always fond of. The food is traditional and delicious -- scones with clotted cream and jam, tartes, tea sandwiches, cake, and of course, tons and tons of different kinds of tea. I chose the Chai, but my cousin had a berry flavor that tasted like chocolate covered strawberries! It wasn't trendy by any means, but if you're in search of a formal, fun party (for a wedding or baby shower, anniversary, or just a special lunch), I'd totally reccomend it.

After, we walked around nearly every part of the city like tourists, and I came home angry at traffic, how crowded everything was, and ready to go to bed.

A Week Ago

2011-03-29T20:40:00.000-07:00

I can't really tell you where any of my clothes are from in this outfit, especially because this dress is so old I wore it to my high school's homecoming in 2005. I love holding onto clothes knowing they'll come back into style, and I really feel like I got lucky with this one. This picture was from last Friday when it almost felt like Spring outside, and I stopped by Kris's place in the Bronx to flesh out the mixes of five more songs before heading out to Long Island for a bar crawl with my cousin and sister. We need to do that much more often.

Speaking of mixes, check out this piece I wrote for the NY Egotist about how Kickstarter has kicked the the major label on its behind more than Napster. Alright, not more Napster, but still; now it's not the just the public that doesn't need major labels to get music, it's the artists too—almost. I'm still a firm believer that labels are both important and helpful to artists, whether or not they are needed.

Oh, and here are some nachos. Here's a tip: to balance the guilt you'll feel from eating a heaping, unhealthy-but-delicious pile of nachos, mix both bad fats (the cheese, the sour cream, and everything else that tastes awesome) with good fats (avocado and...that's all I've got). Yum!

Nightime

2011-03-22T21:34:00.000-07:00

Free People coat, Justin boots, Mandees (I know!) jeggings

I'm sitting here in my pitch black room, sitting against the walls I painted purple with sheets pulled up to my nose. It's at these hours that I feel like being creative, which makes me wonder if wasting the day matters at all if I choose to work at night instead. I'm trying to structure my very unstructured life, but I haven't found enough freelance work to warrant the structure. Hopefully I will soon.

These pictures are from a Woodbury Commons trip with my mom. After being completely heartbroken that the American Apparel highwaisted pleated pants I've coveted for months didn't fit me in any size, I refused to give up. I paid a visit to the outlet store, tried them in a different fabric, and they fit! Plus, they were only around $40, which is basically half off. Score.

Check out my friend's new video!

2011-02-17T18:00:00.000-08:00

Watch my incredibly talented friends Rachel and Andrew be adorable on camera. I love the 90s vibe, and girl knows how to hold up a Dunkin Donuts for sure.

My So-Called Night

2011-02-16T19:10:00.000-08:00

Target denim shirt, Urban Outfitters hat, Nasty Gal romper, Doc Martens boots

As cheesy as this might sound, last weekend me and the boys went to "My So-Called Prom" at the Bell House. It's exactly what it sounds like—a My So-Called Life inspired prom where everyone was dressed like it was 1995 (my normal wardrobe, honestly), there were cheesy decorations, and a band that played hits from the '90s (I'll have it be said that we left when they started to play Sublime). I also discovered the most amazing cocktail ever: red bull + raspberry vodka. Whatever, so I normally drink beer or gin, but I can be a girl sometimes. Try it! You must.

Recording this weekend, even though I'm dreadfully ill and then playing a show with Paul Baribeau on Monday. Paul Baribeau!!! Let's pretend for 5 minutes that I don't have every word of his self titled album memorized. Get the show info from our website.

Recording, Recording, Recording

2011-01-31T18:09:00.000-08:00

Last weekend we began recording our album, and while I didn't do much of anything during the drum and bass tracking except drink soda and sit around ("producing" as I call it), we are going to do guitar and vocals very soon, and that's it. I'm trying not to think about the final recording stages because that's where I tend to get kind of crazy thinking about if people are going to listen and like this and playback every single note a hundred times until the rest of the band tells me I need to stop.

When we did this last time, I didn't think about any of this stuff except for how the record sounded. I had no idea what to do once I held the CD in my hands and blindly went on tour down the east coast. Everything involving that first month as a real band with a real release was...well, really, really hard. And then one day, all of a sudden, I was swept up into a whirlwind of shows, reviews, interviews, and so many people I am so glad I get to call my friends. Something just clicked, and now it feels light, and easy, and natural, though I still have nerves, I'm really happy with how everything is turning out/has turned out -- no matter how small my success is. I used to feel sort alone making music, but now I've learned to let go. To put my trust in the 3 other people, my best friends, who are in this with me.

Here are some pictures from our session, and Greg's apartment (where the lack of cable practically forced us to watch hours of hilarious YouTube videos).

Macaroni and Cheese Cupcakes with Mashed Potato Frosting

2011-01-19T18:29:00.000-08:00

If I was banished to a desert island and there was only one kind of food I could eat, I would pick macaroni and cheese or mashed potatos (well, okay. It'd probably be Mountain Dew and sushi, but one can't sustain themselves on that alone unless they want diabetes and mercury poisoning).

I found these macaroni and cheese cupcakes this morning when I was browsing the Family Kitchen (pros of working for a magazine with a killer food section!), but I also thought, "what is a cupcake without frosting?" Everyone knows the only real cure for a broken heart and an unfortunate month is drinking until you're stupid or a carb overload—clearly, I chose the one that would affect my waistline and not my judgement. I topped each "cupcake" with a dollop of homemade mashed potatoes and buttery, toasted breadcrumbs.

I wish that I didn't leave for work/come home in the dark. All of my pictures are just not right without natural light.

Apple cinnamon pancakes

2011-01-17T12:11:00.000-08:00

It's been about a month since I last updated. I just haven't felt much like sharing my life with anyone. A lot seems like it's happened.

Here's another food post. I made these apple cinnamon pancakes for my sister and her boyfriend. It's been a while since I've cooked anything that wasn't, you know, microwavable.

My great grandmother's cookies

2010-12-16T18:51:00.000-08:00

I'll be honest and say I'm having one of those days. It feels like every song I write or have written is sh*t, and it's starting to bother me that the only results gained from googling my name are tips on buying your first vibrator or how I have nice hair but my band is lame. On days like these I like to eat sweets. Okay, so that makes me an emotional eater, but frankly I don't care, because for 30 seconds when my mouth is full of lemony frosting, it's not filled with singing melodies I should have stopped singing 20 minutes ago or reading aloud bad edits I can't believe I wrote in the first place.

Anyway, so that's how I feel. And it's something only shakable by sleep, mass amounts of flattery, or eating dessert, which I wish was these Italian lemon cookies. They are my great grandmother's recipe, only like usual, I'm not a baker and my mother insists these are no way near the way her grandmother made them. Regardless, I made them for the Babble office bake-off and no one got sick from eating them/ (I'm kidding, they're totally yummy -- the perfect cookie!). They're actually very much like small cakes, whereas my great grandmother's were cookies, but I don't have patience to freeze the dough and twist it into the right texture.

The recipe is on Babble, and I highly suggest you make them because there are few things that taste as much like childhood as these.

Playing music in other peoples' apartments.

2010-12-09T17:20:00.000-08:00

I'm posting this picture from March/April because I can't think of a better one for this post. Above was taken from our lost Pink Couch Session, and the excitement on our faces is how I felt Friday night at the Born in a Cent/Homewreckers show. We've been playing so many shows lately (too many for people who are trying to get their new material together!), and I've not brought my camera around because I don't want to be that weird girl at the show taking pictures for her blog.

Anyway, there is nothing better I can think of than staring out from the corner of that Brooklyn loft, hidden behind my guitar and microphone, looking at smiling, supportive faces. I can really say I've never felt so welcome or at home. I'm so grateful for everyone who came to remind me of why I'm doing this. I also realized I'm such a bad show-goer. I always get shoved to the back where I can't see a smidge of anything, and I really didn't expect to have to fight for my place in the front. It was kind of exciting!

Also, Jeff Mangum played in the same neighborhood, in a loft, that very night. He played all Neutral Milk Hotel songs too. I wonder if it was close to where I was!

Anyway, that's all! Be prepared for a food post later! Don't forget to follow Candy Hearts on Tumblr because I update that way more!

Afterwork eats.

2010-11-18T20:09:00.000-08:00

These photos aren't the most stunning because I only had my phone with me. I know, I've been a bad blogger, but I've been letting myself go during the week and I'm sick of carrying my whole life on my back (hey a camera, guitar, and laptop gets heavy!). I can't even remember what my haircut looks like because I put it up so much! Anyway, yesterday I took an impromptu trip to Macbar. It is what it sounds like—a bar that only sells macaroni and cheese. Way better than alcohol in my opinion. Afterward, K and I found a very charming bakery and stopped in. I chose this blue velvet cupcake, because since childhood I've had an affinity for foods that turn my tongue blue (it also had blueberries in it! Hello, superfood). K chose the classic red velvet, because he's more of a purist when it comes to junkfood.

Just a lazy, lonely weekend.

2010-11-13T15:51:00.000-08:00

New York, I love you.

2010-11-01T20:12:00.000-07:00

This is the view of the city from a rooftop in Brooklyn. I know it's blurry. That blurry little strip of green and red is the Empire State Building, which looks much more enormous on the skyline than in this picture. From a rooftop the city feels so big, and you can see the full expanse of buildings and just how many people really live within it. When you're standing there in the heart of Manhattan underneath the high-rises feeling about as tall as pigeon, it somehow feels really small and suffocating. How can I continuously run into the same people I've known for years, just standing in the street? It's weird how things like that work out. On the other hand, I can also go completely unnoticed, lost in the crowd of commuters who bump into each other's shoulders without so much as an "I'm sorry." I guess it's a stereotype that New Yorkers are unapologetic and unkind. Maybe we just have somewhere to be, and e-mails to answer, though I doubt any of those things are really as important as we make them out to be.

Happy Halloween

2010-11-01T20:01:00.000-07:00

For Halloween three of my very best friends and I dressed as KISS and went to some rooftop party in Williamsburg. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't disappointed that I wasn't at the Fest 9 instead, but maybe things like that happen for a reason? It was painful reading everyone's fun-filled status updates and I still can't help think about how everyone I know was there. Well, almost everyone I know through playing music.

In addition, I am completely unable to manage my band's schedule. I just don't understand how I find out about venue changes and line-up changes through random posts on message boards and such instead of through actual people. I still don't know what's going on, but I will update with all our awesome shows coming up. Highlights: playing with The Measure (sa), Spraynard, The Wild, and meeting back up with Timeshares and Hold Tight. I can't wait to make new friends, providing I show up to the right location. And the record is halfway arranged. Halfway. Why is this taking so long? I can't wait anymore!!!

Autumn is happening now.

2010-10-25T19:34:00.000-07:00

It's finally fall despite the Indian summer which decided to come this week, but honestly, I'm pretty happy about it. When I wake up each morning to the sound of garbage trucks and slamming car doors--the typical sounds of the suburbs--it's so cold. I'm always freezing, and I open my eyes to a day that is so newly beginning the sun didn't even come out yet. Sometimes I amaze myself that I can stay up so late, moonlighting with all the midnight songwriting sessions or travelling back and forth to shows, but somehow I manage. I guess I stock up on sleep on the nights where I'm just watching Criminal Minds or Gossip Girl. And there's always lots of coffee.

Top Shop coat, Mandees jeans, vintage purse, Steve Madden shoes

Smores Cupcakes with Marshmallow Fondant

2010-10-18T19:42:00.000-07:00

I've been wanting to make fondant for a while because all the cakes I see with it just look stunning. Apparently it's not as easy at it looks. That, or I didn't use enough powdered sugar because this fondant was sticky and melty, but it tasted good. I'm pretty confident that with ~~the correct amount that I swore was too much~~ more powdered sugar it would have turned out just fine. I wish I had more to talk about but I don't. Well, actually, I do, but it's definitely not relevant to cupcakes. It's more about how I'm excited and nervous to finish learning the new songs with Candy Hearts (I'm over-obsessed with making them perfect. It drives me more crazy than boys did when I was 13) and how I've been ignoring my blog because of a string of bad hair days.

Here's the fondant recipe. I swiped it from Babble:

Marshmallow Fondant

1 8 oz. bag of marshmallows
2 Tbsp. water
1-2 lbs powdered sugar

Put Marshmallows in a bowl with water sprinkled ontop. Microwave for 1-2 mins (until puffy but don't let them explode!). Slowly knead in powdered sugar until it's not sticky anymore. Ta-da.

Octoberfest at Bear Mountain.

2010-10-10T18:13:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, I went to the Bear Mountain October Fest with my friends in the Tattle Tales. I have to say that everything up until we actually met up was a complete disaster. I'm normally one to look on the positive side of being shut out, stuck, and stranded or lost, but there was no way around this. We drove into Bear Mountain, got completely lost, and somehow ended up outside of Bear Mountain, where we were not allowed back in. When we asked the police lady standing by the entrance for directions, she just screamed at us. I could tell she wasn't going to be helpful because she was screaming at other cars in the traffic circle (who had their windows closed...why was she yelling at them?). I always get dissapointed when people who are supposed to help you act like that. Her job is helping you! Then, since she wouldnt give us directions, we got more lost and ran out of gas in a no-cell-service area. We found some 11 miles away and thankfully the car did not stop, though it was very close and started making noises. Anyway, once we got there it was a blast, and I ate a waffle the size of my head with tons of apple pie ice cream on it.

I know I have been half-assing the updates, but after work, I've been avoiding the computer and trying to be a normal person (haha). Also, I can't keep up on posting Candy Hearts' press. I got very overwhelmed after I re-did the website, but I will let you guys in on this interview we did. I just love it.

Late post on New York Fashion Week.

2010-10-01T10:16:00.001-07:00

During NYFW I had the chance to go to Bebe's Spring 2011 show. I wrote a whole post about it on Her Campus, so I won't really talk to much about it here. It's repeat info, but let me say this...we basically squeezed our way right up front! I attribute my swiftness to my Justin Roper boots, which gave me an edge over everyones clumsy platforms. It was just surreal, and never in my life did I picture myself up front at fashion week with impossibley frizzy hair and flat, flat boots.

Here are some of my favorite looks. I've been obsessed with scalloped hemlines for a while now, and I'm psyched they are going to be more readily available this spring.

San Gennaro festival in Little Italy

2010-09-20T15:51:00.000-07:00

I finally had a weekend free after a long, long string of Candy Heart's shows (all which were so fun!). We are taking a short break in October to practice and record our new album. It's crunch time, which means my Fridays will soon be occupied. So, while I have free time what better way to celebrate than by going to the San Gennaro Festival in Little Italy with my bandmates, sister, cousin and best friends!

Target shirt, Thrifted stretch pants, Justin boots

My cousin representing in his Italia jacket

My morning

2010-09-20T14:37:00.000-07:00

My mornings are usually a variation of this.

Must have for the social media obsessed

2010-09-16T23:24:00.000-07:00

Normally I don't post about things like this but these are by far the cutest little pillows for anyone who works in the internet publishing industry or just the tech-obsessed like my friends who work at the apple store. Maybe I'm just delirious from spending so many hours working on the computer today, but I want one! It seems like an easy do-it-yourself job if you have a sewing machine, which I dont (hello, clumsy twelve-year-old self who broke it). Anyway, I really like the RSS feed, Photoshop, and Hype Machine pillows; obviously my choices are tailored to my interests in online media. All are available at Craftsquatch's Etsy shop.

Playing at Trash Bar with Field Mouse and Dirty Blonde

2010-09-15T23:39:00.000-07:00

Top Shop necklace, H&M Jacket, Skirt from Bloomingdales, Justin Shoes

I'm typing this as I edit photos from fashion week to post on Her Campus. More about that later, once I can upload the fabulous pictures I got of the bebe's show! It deserves its own post. I wore this outfit to play a show with Candy Hearts and my close friends Field Mouse and Dirty Blonde. It was Christina's birthday and an all out blast, though I missed the open bar and didn't manage to snag a single one of the free tater tots Trash Bar offers. It's always a weird crowd there too.

For all Built to Spill fans, Dirty Blonde is a must-listen! Quite honestly, when Darren joked with me that their 7" was coming out on Sub Pop, I really did believe him until I remembered he's a major jokster. This falls seamlessly into that era of late 90s/early 00s indie rock, when drums, bass, and guitar felt fresh and new wave was so ten years ago (oh how things change like that in music, it's so funny!). Frankie's voice is also, for lack of better terms at 2:30 a.m., adorable and fits in perfectly between waves of heavy delay and distortion. I could listen to it all day.

For anyone who likes the later-era Azure Ray, I highly recommend Field Mouse. Rachel's voice is just, flat-out, awesome. There's no bones about it. It's delicate but in the most honest and endearing way (I admit it's very much like Juliana Hatfield but specifically in that My So Called Life episode where she played a homeless girl/ghost). Her music is equal parts early Saddle Creek and My Bloody Valentine—best listened to on long car rides home or when you’re sitting with a friend and have run out of things to say. Plus, she looked super cute in her vintage-inspired romper, and I regret not buying it from Urban Outfitters. She looks like one of those sailor girls from a World War II ad or a more punk rock Jenny Lewis.

And my hair is perpetually a mess. Seriously.

Waiting for tomorrow.

2010-09-13T20:52:00.000-07:00

Vintage hair piece, vintage pocket watch, Guess tunic, Justin shoes

Right now I am lying in bed, knowing for sure that I should have been asleep 45 minutes ago. Things never work out that way. I'm thinking of all the things that happened recently--how I was just published in Seventeen Magazine, the confusing (and wonderful) reviews recently recieved by Candy Hearts (because you have to read your own press, it's impossible not to), and the fact that tomorrow, after my work at Babble, I am going to Fashion Week. Fashion Week. It's like all the clothes I bought up to this point in my life, hoping for this one moment, are not good enough. What do I wear? I can hear the last train pull up to the station from my window. I know it's late now.

These pics are from Female Fronted (Fuck Yeah) Fest in Baltimore. It was a pretty fun time, and I felt like I spent forever in a car, but I spent it with my best friends, and we played are really fun set, so it was all worth it.

The end of summer.

2010-09-10T14:59:00.000-07:00

Summer is officially over, even if it doesn't feel like it. I am sucking every last ounce out of this straw hat and my collection of rompers. Since my post last month I got my first couple by-lines in Babble. I have been going to/playing lots of shows, and I finished Candy Hearts's new website and opened a webstore.

I wore this romper to see my awesome friends play: Kyle in Big Soda, and Pat who's band doesn't have a website yet. I love going to basement shows. The energy is always a toss-up and it's always unpredictable--something I normally can't stand. Predictablity and I are very, very good friends, but every once it a while it's nice to get a major break. We spent most of our time hanging around outside, in the street, and on-top of my friends school-bus-turned-tour-machine. For lunch, I spontaneously got Thai in Harlem. The food was okay (for near-fastfood prices), but the fried tofu was key.

From my front porch.

2010-08-19T18:20:00.000-07:00

Top Shop necklace, Forever 21 shirt, Levis jeans, Max Studios platforms

Today I hung out on my front porch and got a lot of writing done. My favorite part about having a front porch is being able to eavesdrop on my neighbors, which is something I definitely learned from my mother. Since I wasn't really going anywhere, I decided to wear something super comfortable. I snagged these Levis from my brother when he grew out of them last year. Lately, I've been dressing pretty basic, even if the heat hasn't been unbearable. It's almost fall. Time to go fall shopping!

In other exciting news, Candy Hearts was in Absolute Punk's Absolute 100 list. Kris was super excited about it, even more than I was, but yeah...I was pretty happy!

And here's a picture what I look like at work, I swear I was excited! There was lots of coffee to be had. Starbucks is two blocks away from new house!

Slipped through the cracks.

2010-08-18T15:54:00.000-07:00

Here's an outfit that I somehow missed posting. I'm pretty happy that hair is gone. I've been very frustrated with my outfits as of late. I just don't feel like I'm putting together, even in the last couple months, things I'm really excited to wear, and the photographs on here are not even really representing things I've been happy to wear. Maybe I need a few new things, even though I have a closet full of stuff to wear (and shamefully, I'm pretty sure some of it still has tags). I just am not liking what is going on. hmmm. I guess I should spend more time getting dressed and blog more.

The summer in the city.

2010-08-15T16:56:00.000-07:00

BCBG shirt, Forever 21 hat and shorts, Nine West shoes, Vintage pocket watch

I wore this outfit hang out in the village with some friends. At the time, heels seemed like a good idea and it was only until the 2am trek back that I deeply, deeply regretted my decision. I am still trying to figure out what happened. How could my go-to heels, which previously made me believe I truly could be one of those girls who runs around all day in platforms, cause me to walk home barefoot. In a subway. gross. On a better note, in my quest to find the best pizza in NY, I have found something close to the top (thus far)--from Patricia's in the North Bronx.

...and we're back.

2010-08-12T23:43:00.001-07:00

DIY crop top, American Apparel shorts, Top Shop pearls, Urban Outfitters oxfords

Right now it's 2:30 a.m., and I'm sitting here in my room trying to think up the first paragraph of my last article on Her Campus. I know, I know, I've said that before. I really meant that my Pregnancy Scare Guide would be it, but I just can't stop. Really though, this piece just spoke to me, so I have to write it. Every once in a while I take a look at my friends, or even myself, who has written article upon article about local crisises, politics, and even interviewed rockstars--then I take a look at my recent work: articles about periods, sex toys, and why my boyfriend didn't call me back. While, duh, the rockstar thing was totally cool, and at the time, those politics needed to be written about because someone had to say it, there will always be a soft spot in my heart for writing about the girliest of girly, oh, and writing about my sister. She is not safe in this new article. Good thing she is London on business and can only yell at me via Skype.

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Blocking the Sunshine Music Video

2010-08-12T23:04:00.001-07:00

If you remember from this post, I filmed a music video with Candy Hearts. Well, I can finally post it because Blogger accepts video! It's also up on If You Make It. While I'm talking about the band, we've gotten some great press within the month I took off from blogging. You can see it here, here, and here if you care. I'm just super proud. I'm also working on our new tumblr layout, which took the backburner to getting this blog done since we took most of July and August easy. It's sort of not working out right now, but I don't have the time to fix it. September is going to be crazy so I better do it soon. Uh oh. Full steam ahead!

Anyway, enjoy the video.

Under Construction

2010-08-12T22:29:00.001-07:00

We are making the move from Writingtheship.wordpress.com, but we need your patience. Slowly, things will be changing. If some of the older posts look like they are spaced wierd...I imported them from Wordpress and did not reformat. The header also just links back home for now. I have to get on making those other pages.

Summer, music, friendship, and clothes.

2010-08-12T22:25:00.001-07:00

I'm cross-posting this from Candy Hearts' blog, and since I didn't have a camera last night (bad idea to bring it to the beach), these are from last week's show.

Last night was depressing, and by depressing I mean I’m only sad because the rest of my summer cannot possibly live up to that level of fun. I admit that I was off my game because of a major toothache. I thought I had narrowly escaped the wrath of wisdom teeth months ago, but alas, it turns out I’m just like everyone else. Anyway, I spent a couple of minutes shifting in and out of Asbury Lanes, whimpering back-stage like a baby, then I sucked it up and played. The show was sweet, especially watching the other bands.

After the show at around midnight, we snuck onto the beach with Sundials and Hold Tight, held hands, and ran belly first into the ocean. Man, were we shocked when it was about 10 degrees colder than it had been in the afternoon. For a while, we let the dark waves knock us around, laughing, then the sky opened up and it down poured out of nowhere. We quickly grabbed our clothes and ran for cover. In the rain, we walked barefoot back to the venue, said goodbye, had a crucial group hug, and drove home soaking wet with the air conditioning giving me goose bumps.

Summer, friends playing music, swimming at midnight—these are the things good songs are made of.

Fourth of July Red Velvet Cupcakes

2010-08-12T22:23:00.001-07:00

So much has gone on since my birthday, which is why I've been pretty much absent from the blog! I'm in the process of moving both physically, and this blog to a location on blogspot. It seems like everyone's blog that I follow is from there, and honestly, I want to try to get followers even if I love Wordpress. My new room in my new house is the color of purple that I've wanted my room to be painted since I was two years old! It's so cute, and I can't wait to take pictures. I also got an internship with http://www.babble.com/, a really sassy parenting website. It's like a real job, even--for recent college graduates, and I get to be really hands on. So far, I love, love, love it. I've also had like 3 recent shows with Candy Hearts, plus practice. It's been whirlwindy around here.

So, since I've been busy, I don't have an outfit, but here are these red velvet cupcakes I made with my cousin for our Fourth of July party! I'll update with recipe later. I admit that I used almost all of our red food dye in the actual cake, so there wasn't enough to make the icing red.

Happy birthday to me.

2010-08-12T22:08:00.001-07:00

Forever 21 lace tank, American Apparel skirt, Dolce Vita shoes

It's hard to imagine that this time last year I was with Lucky Magazine and skipped out after work into the god-awful clutter of Times Square with a plastic tiara on my frizzy head of long brown hair. It's one year later, and I'm less rich, have less friends who I know I can count on, and less things to do, but I'd like to think more people know my name, I'm more driven, and better at what I do.

Speaking of, I never blogged about this fab review Candy Hearts received from AbsolutePunk.net. It's a really big deal for me, since I looked towards that website for new music when I was younger. I take every review to heart, which I think makes me not only a better musician, but a better writer because if I review something, I know I better mean what I say. I'm playing with people's hearts and they are playing with mine. They loved the album, anyway, and said it was "fast and fuzzy, like a baby ostrich with adult legs." Sometimes, or most of the time, that's how I really feel. I never knew even the feeling of my songs could be so accurate to who I was, but I always believe in being honest with yourself and your audience in anything you are doing.

Also, call me crazy, but I remember what I was wearing sitting in that frigid office in Conde Nast where dreams come true--a cherry Nanette Lepore halter (that I have not worn since then, why?), Max Azria white skinnies, and my trusty blazer I've had since childhood (with the shoulder pads torn out!). It's weird how you remember stuff like that, right?

I got these in the mail the other day. If anyone wants one, holler.

Garden party.

2010-06-22T15:13:00.002-07:00

Bestsey Johnson Dress, J Crew hair clip, Steve Madden shoes

Saturday, I went to Long Island with my cousins because they had tickets to this outdoor garden party at some mansion near where my grandmother lives. Big deal, I thought--another boring fundraiser thing. I was so wrong! Not only did the mansion's grounds have gorgeous mazes of rose gardens and fountains, but it was also the same place Cruel Intentions (only one of my favorite movies) was filmed and where many Vogue spreads were shot! Basically, I took a million pictures in the dying light because I wish I lived there.

And for all you other Cruel Intentions fans, here's some serious fashion inspiration:

Bronx zoo.

2010-06-19T09:34:00.002-07:00

Forever 21 shorts, hat, and necklace, American Apparel shirt, Doc Martens shoes

I'm so behind on posting, and I admit it's because I'm not really doing all that much except for sitting in pajamas and applying to my dream jobs over and over again. Here's a quick post on what I wore to the zoo last week. It's definitely safari influenced, but mostly because Kris made me change since we were wearing the same shirt when he came to pick me up. All the peacocks had their feathers up, and you rarely see that. It was so pretty. After, we went to Bowery Congee, which I think changed its name to Village Congee or something like that, for Dim Sum. Delicious as always.

Music video and city travelling.

2010-06-09T12:40:00.002-07:00

Pink bow, Thrifted bustier, Target pink skirt, Doc Martens shoes

I've been so busy lately writing, trying to find a job, visiting friends, playing lots of songs, and going to shows. It's weird having nothing you have to do, and it will probably drive me crazy in a couple of more days. I wore this outfit above to shoot a music video with Candy Hearts. It was our first ever music video, and I hope it came out okay. All I know is the lights were really, really hot, there were so many cameras, and it took me like an hour to do my hair. I never thought I would see myself in HD--actually, I watched tv and worried about what I would look like if my chance ever came. Well, here it is.

Two days before, I went to Williamsburg to check out Lemuria at Death by Audio. It was one of the best shows I've been to ALL YEAR, and Slingshot Dakota and The Measure [sa] were also playing. It was a dream line-up, and each band played all the songs that I really wanted to hear. It was great energy all around. After the show we briefly hung out with the bands because Kris knows everyone, and the boys from Timeshares were there, who really know everyone. I've been dying to meet these bands because I really love them, I really want to play with them, and they dominate my iPod. I normally dont geek out about this stuff, but it was SO cool!

After the show, we ended up at the Charleston (like usual) since Kris has been stockpiling free pizza tickets (shh don't tell!). I slept on a floor, with no air conditioning, on a very loud street in Bed-Stuy. when we woke up we went to Kellogg's Diner, where I got my favorite diner breakfast: waffles and ice cream. Well, that post was just one large run on.

Crucial Fun Fest V: punk rock summer camp?

2010-06-04T10:25:00.002-07:00

Forever 21 hat and scarf, Thrifted sweetheart bustier, J Company highwaisted sailor shorts

This weekend was Crucial Fun Fest in Lexington, Kentucky. It was the best show EVER--an overheating room packed with kids all singing along and dancing. People don't open their mouths or move in New York, even if it's their favorite band (unless they are me or something). It was really like punk rock summer camp. Names didn't matter, people referred to eachother by the name of their band like it was some kind of competitive team (especially when playing games in the park). Everyone was so nice, and I feel like I've made 1o0 new friends. It's just unfortunate that we missed Friday and Sunday because we're working men (and ladies). JK I need to find a job still. Anyway, Friday was the Timeshares/Sundials show, and I love love love those bands. Other sweet bands that played: Hop Along, Laura Stevenson, Sister Kisser, Andrew Jackson Jihad. I was starstruck everywhere I went.

To sum up the fun: 90 degrees, running through fountains in our clothes, camping out, sweet music, late night games in the park, van envy, cut off jeans, waffle house, highway miles, less sleep than I’ve gotten since that sleepover in 6th grade, crucial sing-a-longs, xl coffee, and being a million miles from home but meeting kids from the same town. Oh, and I was still the first person to go to bed.

Our set!

Cool Lisa Frank Tattoo at the later show

Lake Beaches.

Friendship, Somewhere USA

Home

Just an outfit.

2010-05-25T16:04:00.002-07:00

DIY crop top, Urban Outfitters tunic, Steve Madden shoes

Right now I'm putting some finishing touches on my cover letters, packing for a trip to Kentucky, and watching The Craft, which I forgot had the most bad-ass fashion. Here's an outfit I wore to Field Mouse's record release party on Saturday. It was really hot out, but not as hot as today! I also finally bought a straw hat after searching a year for the perfect one.

Happy graduation to me.

2010-05-20T23:52:00.002-07:00

In the footsteps of Hoda and Kathie Lee, I am make-up-less in this photo, which really means I was tired when I went into the office, not trying to shatter beauty conventions though I'm always in support of that. Friday, I officially became an adult. No, I didn't get my first period, I graduated! I am more than thrilled about it, especially because I still have my youthful looks (haha). This is the last picture of me in the office (in my Her Campus shirt, representing). I've been so backlogged with posting on here because of all of my writing elsewhere that I never posted the link to my most recent article on Her Campus. I'm also in the process of moving and helping my sister move. Anyway, I really learned a lot writing this article, and I'm so so so happy with how it came out. I know you'll love it. It's so Cosmo in my opinion, which figures because I've been reading that for years.

Clicky click here to read "Totally TMI: Her Campus's Guide to Sex Toys"

Now that I'm home, it's about time I fix my clip section! It's looking pretty sad.

Edit Again: All I see are potential commas waiting to string my words together. Lord help me, it's 3am. I can't do this!

Party shows party!

2010-05-10T19:18:00.002-07:00

D.I.Y crop top, American Apparel skirt, Vintage oxfords, Forever 21 necklace

I don't have all that much to say today, but I am super happy about two things. Firstly, I made this crop top all by myself, and yes it's wrinkled, but I'm pretty happy with how it looks! Secondly, I forgot to mention the review we got on thatspunk.net, and it was a really nice one. Totally flattered.

I wore this outfit to eat some Mexican food and see These Animals--Greg (who plays bass and sings with us if you don't know), his other band. They were so awesome! Then, we went to a sweet after party with all my friends. It was so much fun!

You can see a video I took of some of their set here.

Culture shock.

2010-05-03T14:33:00.002-07:00

I forgot to post about Culture Shock. Since it happened things have been just so crazy, and I didn't get any good shots of my outfit, but here's a rather boring looking picture of us playing. I assure you, it wasn't boring, no one had a proper flash. I also met one of my idols: Andrew WK. We are friends on twitter now. I am also willing to admit that I was having trouble handling being right up front. After, my legs were so bruised it looked like I was in a car accident. I also messed up my arm when I was pushed off stage during an attempt to escape from the crowd. Three letters for my expression below: lol.

Kris looked a lot better in his picture than I did in mine, so I'm going to post his. Our drummer Nick, who picked Andrew up from the city, asked Kris to be his "body guard" since so many people were there. No one hassled him anyway.

and here is the ever-fierce Russel, ready to catch light on his good-side within a moments notice.

This is it?

2010-04-26T20:38:00.002-07:00

Nasty Gal romper, Esprit Blazer, black wedges, and knock-off Wayfarers

It's time for the last issue of The Independent, and with this my mission ends, or rather it's expanded. I've felt like this journal has been transforming, from an editor documenting the day-to-day to a girl whose trying to be a writer. A writer of everything: news, music, blog entries, and even screenplays and short stories. So here it is. I will finally try to "make it." I'm still struggling with what that means.

Along the way, there have been other struggles. In three weeks, I will officially be unemployed (by all jobs that actually provide money), and I'll no longer have anything to do with SUNY Purchase, except for the people I've met and love. My band is currently two skips away from being drummerless, as my drummer has been thrown into real life really fast. I don't know who we'll find to fill-in, but I'm excited to meet anyone in general whose as excited about music as I am. As a result, I am getting reacquainted with my acoustic. I will be continuing with Her Campus through the summer, but from home. Yes, I'll be blogging from the comforts of living room. Is 21 too old to be moving back home? I'm not sure yet, but I do know my Mom and sister (and my brother on a good day) are way better to live with than some of the people this school has stuck me with! Cheers to the years of random roommates being over.

Tuesday night Thermals concert.

2010-04-25T12:25:00.002-07:00

H&M jacket, Forever 21 dress, Simply Vera tights, Dr. Martens boots

I started writing this entry on Saturday night, when I was sitting in my bedroom eating Sugar Babies and watching Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants 2 for the 10th time, but then my cold went into full swing, and I decided to just stop. As dull as last night was, Tuesday night was so much fun (despite the sickness that won't die). I wish I could wander around NYC every day, trying new restaurants and going to shows, but I can't because today I WILL finish my article and my songs. I stocked up on cold meds and coffee and I am ready. to. go.

Before we hit up Brooklyn Bowl to see the Thermals, we went to Soy & Sake, an awesome vegetarian restaurant in the West Village. First we got an appetizer of crispy chicken and it was heavenly— dare I say better than real chicken nuggets. I got the coconut crusted chicken, which came with yummy pineapple slices, and Kris got the General Tsao's chicken, which was so good. So much soy, I probably shouldn't eat soy for a while. After, we stopped by Rocco's, which Kris swears has the best cannoli he's ever had. It was pretty good, but that place always feels touristy to me. I like the idea of a dessert restaurant though!

After that, we finally made it to Brooklyn Bowl. The opening acts were, well... typical Brooklyn, adorned in feather headdresses, animal masks, and wandering micro-Korgs. The Thermals were excellent, though, and I'm completely enamored by Kathy Foster. Chick bassists rule, and I'm probably the All Girl Summer Fun Band's biggest fan. Brooklyn Bowl was cool though, even though bowling there seemed pretty expensive. The crowd was weird a mix of hipsters and thirty-something professionals who looked like they just got out of work. Perhaps they were grabbing a beer after work.

Here's a little secret for those of you who want to attend sold out shows at Brooklyn Bowl. Sometimes, they just say they are sold out and then let you in at the door. If they are actually sold out, you can say that you are bowling and easily sneak into the show (thought you'll have to pay for bowling, which is slightly more than a ticket).

The last couple of weeks.

2010-04-20T14:15:00.002-07:00

American Apparel bandeau, Free People tank, Forever 21 shorts, Steve Madden booties

Apparently, the only time I can find for blogging is when I'm sitting sick in bed, unable to even talk because of my sore throat. This was the first time I called in sick to work since about a year ago (it was only a 2 hour shift anyway). I wish that calling in sick could be left for days where I feel amazing and am going to do amazing things, but they're not. I don't get mental health days. Tomorrow, no matter how sick I am, I have to make the second to last issue of The Independent before I hand in my keys to the office (well, I mean they'll probably just change the door code) and graduate. My senior project is almost finished, and I am going to have my life back, but no job. Cheers to starting the hunt (more than I've already started).Since I've taken such a break, I'm going to try to do things chronologically. Two Fridays ago, I went on down to Arrojo Studios to be a hair model for my friend Kelly's graduation. I got my hair colored, cut, and Kelly took me to this amazing frozen yogurt place for lunch. All in all, she did a fabulous job ! Nick Arrojo was even there and I was giggly like a silly fan girl. I can't help if it "What Not to Wear" is one of my favorite shows. Above is the final product, and I won't post the before picture because after I saw it, I swore I would never go out without makeup again.

After the hair show, I headed up to Harlem to hang out with my sister who was preparing for the final test for her bartending certificate. Why she needs a bartending license when she already has a big career job in her field, I don't know, but we made fondue, tried the beer she brewed in her dorm room, and she practiced making all of the drinks out of her book. I was one of the testers for every drink she made. I don't normally drink that much, but I consider this instance more of an academic assignment than drinking.

This is some delicious drink my sister made with orange juice and grenadine!

Candy hearts record release show.

2010-03-30T21:24:00.002-07:00

Thrifted sweetheart bustier, BCBG jeans, TJ Maxx flannel, Steve Madden flats

Friday was the Candy Hearts record release show at the Charleston (the really fun pizza bar). I was so happy that the basement was filled with tons of old friends, new friends, and soon to be friends. Earlier that day, I travelled the lengths of New York City to get my hair styled by my friend who is graduating from Arrojo really soon! I'm her hair model for her final project, so by next week I will have an extremely different dye and cut. I'm nervous because I've never dyed my hair except for the wash-out red streaks I put in when I was 15 and punk rock.

Friday afternoon, before Kris, Greg, and I ate at this AWESOME Mexican place (that I got no pictures of because I was delirious with hunger), we filmed a Pink Couch Session. This was my second ever on-camera performance, and I was pretty nervous because of number of people who will probably see it. I had always watched the Pink Couch and thought about what it would feel like to sit in the place that so many bands I adore and respect sat. Well, now I know what it feels like, and it feels awesome! It was, overall, the most fun I had in a long time, despite my inability to stop giggling because of how excited I was. I can't wait for it to be posted. We also checked out Big Soda's session and it was so cute!

I wish I could say the rest of my spring break will be equally as fun, but I have so much work to do! I am writing a really great article for Her Campus, doing some freelance work, delving deeper into my horror screenplay, preparing a french presentation, finishing my senior project, planning an end of the year party for The Independent, reworking my resume, and scouring the job listings on ED2010.com. I am really lucky to have all this wonderful creative work going on right now!

Now for picspam:

The end of the semester is kicking me down hard.

2010-03-22T17:06:00.002-07:00

I have been so busy these last couple weeks. It has made posting near impossible, mostly because I've looked like such a bum! I have been working 24/7 on my senior project, and it is driving me crazy. I've also been planning this super fun end of the year event for The Independent, which has been going smoothly, so there's not much to say about that.

Over these past few weeks at the Indy and just in my life, I have really learned to assert myself. Sometimes, I realize that I don't have to do all of these favors people, if I dont want to. I don't always have to be nice, or do what people say. I am the boss, this is our publication, and I don't need to stand for being pushed around. Sometimes I feel like I might slip and end up like "Kell on Earth" with "bitchy" reputation, but then I realize, hey, that is sometimes what you have to do to get the job done. Besides, when you are too nice, you get walked all over, which is something I will no longer stand for.

In other news, Candy Hearts did an interview with this blog, so check it out. We were also written up here.

Also, I've been looking wildly '80s or early '90s in dress. I don't know if this is something that should be stopped. How do you guys feel about the resurgance of clothing from those eras?

Too busy to go out.

2010-03-14T14:29:00.002-07:00

Target Shirt, Forever 21 Jeans, Vintage Shoes

I haven't had a chance to blog lately. Mostly, I've been so consumed with work that I've been wearing outfits that could scare small children. It's also been rainy, windy, and cold, cold, cold. It was so stormy out last night that I saw a tree crack and fall right infront of me, along with the aluminum siding of an apartment in my complex. During these next two days, I have so much work to do, and I'm taking a break mid-week to see Andrew WK in the city. I could use some cheering up. I feel like I haven't been out in ages.

I wore this outfit the last day it was nice out. I didn't even need a coat. Oh, how I wish it was like that right now! I went out to get bagels for lunch and had a yummy bacon, onion, and potato sandwich on a jalepeno cheddar bagel.

Record release flyer.

2010-03-14T13:15:00.002-07:00

Here's a flyer I made for the record release show, which is a NY Daily News Editors Pick, WAHOOO! I'm putting this up in my portfolio, because one of my favorite things about being a DIY artist is that I am my own graphic design/web team, and I get to do all of the designs for everything myself. This took me a long time; it would have taken about 1 hour less if I wasn't drawing with a touch-mouse pad and if i was using Illustrator (but my copy isnt working so I must fix it).

Also, I know I've been a bad blogger, and I want to say sorry to all of my readers. It's been crazy in real life lately.

After the show at trash bar.

2010-03-01T04:25:00.002-08:00

Here are some more pictures from the Drop Records Not Bombs Show. I am really fond of that sweater, because it's my grandma's! Kris and I started writing some new songs together before our last show, which was really fun. I like writing as a team, rather than presenting a 90% finished song to my band and then seeing what they think. I also really had the best time ever at the Trash Bar show on Friday. There were a ton of people there, a ton of friends, so much love all around!

Taking it all off.

2010-02-28T14:05:00.002-08:00

I finally received the pictures I was talking about! A couple of Fridays ago was the first photo shoot for the Indy's annual Naked Issue. For those of you don't know, the Naked Issue is the only full color issue of the magazine and features students posing partially (or completely) nude in order to promote body positivity. It's a long long running tradition that was revamped a few years ago (it's been going on since the 70s in some form of another at Purchase!). It was wild and crazy, and I had so much to coordinate with little help, but it was very successful. There were tons and tons of people there, and everyone's pictures came out totally cute. Sadly, I can only divulge you in pictures of me fully clothed; I am a never nude. It's just the way I am, but more power to those who took it all off. Here's a picture of me being awkward before I took my glasses off.

From Park Slope to Harlem and other things.

2010-02-22T15:21:00.002-08:00

Vintage Glasses, TJ Maxx Jacket, Urban Outfitters Shirt, Thrifted Stretch Pants, Dr. Martens Shoes.

Friday, I went to visit my sister in Harlem but somehow found myself in a 2 hour subway ride to park slope to see my friends (who happen to be in this awesome band Field Mouse) and finally meet Jenny Owen Youngs, who is great friends with all of them, and I've heard so much about (not just from Perez Hilton). NYC Subways are so frustrating after 12am, and it took us some ridiculous amount of time to get home, and I totally passed out on Kris's shoulder and had weird subway induced dreams.

Here are a few things for you guys to check out, that I forgot to post about because I am in a whir of senior project haze and watching way too much "My Life as Liz.": Candy Hearts was featured in Star Beat Music, a cool blog about the NY/NJ underground music scene and in The Captain's Memos, so go on over there and comment, and tell them what you think!

I have more to post about, including exciting Indy news, but I am waiting to receive the pictures first, so stay tuned!

The glasses dreams are made of.

2010-02-18T20:57:00.002-08:00

I'm sorry to disgrace my readers with a webcam photo, but I was just so excited about my new glasses. They are just exactly what I wanted, and this picture doesn't do them or me (hello, messy bun) much justice; they are more cat-eyed in real life. When I closed my eyes and dreamed up the perfect pair of glasses, these were them. I had them saved in my "fashion inspiration" folder for months. We are so lucky to have found eachother.

I was so excited about it that I blogged about it on Her Campus.

Drop records not bombs.

2010-02-16T20:18:00.002-08:00

Express Romper, Forever 21 fascinator, Steve Madden flats

I wore this outfit to the Schack Attack Records compilation release, where my song "What I Want" was featured. We played with some awesome bands and I was really impressed overall how everyone came together to do something for charity like that. All the proceeds went towards building a hospital in Etheopia. Here's a video of everyone involved doing a massive cover of "Where is My Mind" by the Pixies. I am way way way back there, as someone who is not diva-ing it up, and also much shorter than all those guys.

The last song was crazy, and someone spilled beer on my sweater, which made me sort of angry. We definitely broke fire code.

Happy valentine's day!

2010-02-15T18:38:00.002-08:00

Rodarte for Target dress, Betsey Johnson belt, Guess platform pumps

I was so psyched when I found this dress in my size (it was the last one!). I bought it a month ago, but I was saving it for Valentine's Day! I decided to overload on the bows, because of how sweet this holiday was. My boyfriend said I looked like a little present. Anyway, we ate really awesome sushi and saw Valentine's Day, which I liked except for T-Swift's acting, and I'm not usually one to point that stuff out.

I'm also really excited because this week was huge. I finally published my first two blogs on Her Campus and played a ridiculously crowded, out of control show (which I will blog about tomorrow, if I can sneak away from the Independent!)

The best thing about harlem.

2010-02-08T22:54:00.002-08:00

The best thing about Harlem, by far, is the Spicy Special. Hailing from the most random of all delis, its contents are a complete mystery, and only rumors of what's inside have been spread throughout Columbia University, whose student's pegged the sandwich as a trademark. Nearly every student I've met has said something along the lines of "Did you know they named it that because of me?" or "We invented that sandwich." I cannot vouch for the validity of any of those statements as 2/3 of them came from those who were intoxicated, but I can vouch for its cheesy, meaty, spicy goodness.

As a general rule, all evidence of Spicy Specials actually existing must be documented no sooner than 1am in order to for it obtain its mystique. Seriously though, I've never had one of these things at a decent hour.

Writing writing more writing!

2010-02-07T22:22:00.002-08:00

H&M Dress, Guess Shoes, Betsey Johnson Belt

A couple of days ago, I went on a photoshoot with Ellisa to finally take photos of the band. I always feel incredibly awkward posing and I think the guys did too. They obsessed over what to wear more than I did!

Anyway, on a completely different note, I recently became a writer for Her Campus, and I am beyond excited. I am writing my first article as we speak, and I get a byline and little picture and bio too! For any of you readers who are females and in college, this site is the holy grail of advice and things you need to know.

Here's what I mean when I say we are all just a bunch of nerdy musicians:

Issue 205

2010-02-04T17:10:00.002-08:00

Forever 21 dress, Target sweater, Betsey Johnson belt, Urban Outfitters shoes

I started this entry in the Independent's office with hopes of printing the rest of the issues and working on my senior project. Only one of those things happened, and let me tell you, it was not my project! This week's issue is the best yet! I've heard such great things, the cover looks gorgeous; everything actually went swimmingly, which is unusual, but I'll take it! Here's a note to all you aspiring college paper editors, interns are SO HARD to coordinate. I never understood why certain interns I've worked have gotten scolded, bad-mouthed, or fired, but now I've seen the light. I am confident that if I make the program more structured, we will all become even more successful!

Yesterday, the time that wasn't spent finishing up the issue, or in class, was spent at a photoshoot with Ellisa, where she took pictures of the new Candy Hearts! I'm writing songs again, and I am completely thrilled with how they are coming out. Better than ever too!

This outfit I wore to a dinner party where all my girlfriends decided to dress up. It was super fun! What is your favorite thing to bring to a dinner party?

Stepping outside of your comfort zone.

2010-01-28T20:18:00.002-08:00

Nanette Lepore dress, Simply Vera Wang tights, Jazz shoes from TJ Maxx

Turquoise dress, purple tights, gold shoes, and a big bedazzled headband—it’s sort of loud. I, for one, am not used to dressing as vibrantly as I did for my recent band practice. I'm used to muted colors, one stand-out accessory, and comfortable shoes, which is considered a cardinal sin in my sister's mind (she frequently dons 5" heels to gallivant all over Manhattan). After seeing Yes Man last night, I figured why not? Almost everything I have achieved is a result of stepping outside of my comfort zone. Applying to become editor of The Indy (we even have writing interns this semester!), deciding to try my hand at cooking tofu, and actually securing band-mates over and over again (which is really as nerve wracking as dating) are all things I was very apprehensive to try, but ended up becoming who I am.

So I ask my readers, if you are out there, what is something you desperately wanted to avoid (going to the gym, finishing that research paper before the last minute, or even telling someone how you feel) that actually paid off?

this week.

2010-01-23T16:30:00.002-08:00

Free People tank top, American Apparel skirt, Simple Vera Wang tights, Guess platform heels

Hi everyone! This week I have been super busy getting back into the swing of things. I set up a meeting on Monday to plan the infamous "Naked Issue" of the Indy, am in the process of hiring interns, and figuring out finances for the website relaunch, finally. I also have been working on a ton of songs, and I put "Flashers Flashing" up for download. It's probably my favorite song from the record. Download it here, or play it on my myspace.

I wore this outfit on a date to Panera. I was overdressed but oh, well. You can't see it in the picture but I matched my lipstick to my tights!

Tour part two: all the awesome things I ate

2010-01-21T17:18:00.002-08:00

I love junk food. I admit it—cake, candy, sugar, forget it. I will try anything if it's fried. When I met with my old friend Jess in Nashville, she gave me a tour and led me around to the usual places: Music Rowe, the Parthenon, Earnest Tubbs Record Shop and, oh yea, Gigi's Cupcakes. After a healthy breakfast of hummus and veggies, I feasted my eyes on the most heavily iced and most heavenly tasting cupcakes. Better than Magnolia and Crumbs. I didn't think it was possible. Kris got the red velvet and I got coconut flavor, which had a little less icing. I don't think I could have handled that one on my own.

Earlier that week, we stopped off at Penguin Drive-In in Charlotte, NC. It's a little secret our friends in Asheville let us in on. They were featured on one of my favorite shows "Diners, Drive-Ins, and Dives" (p.s. I am still angry that I don't get food network anymore). I'll forgive them for burning my veggie burger; I did get a veggie burger at a burger joint, and after eating so many fried pickles and hush puppies, I didn't even want my sandwich anyway. Am I the only one that didn't know fried pickles, hush puppies, or friend chicken biscuits existed? If I lived in the south, I swear I'd weigh a whole lot more.

One other great first time for me was real Philadelphia Cheese Steak. I don't normally eat steak, and I'll be honest, I only had a couple of bites and ordered cheese fries for myself instead, but gosh—it was so good, even if we had to stand outside in negative degrees weather to eat it! Kris was pretty much in heaven, though.

Basically, from now until I die I am going diet. I am slowly getting into the swing of things after being away, writing new songs, setting up shows, and finally starting things up with the Indy again!

Southern Tour

2010-01-18T22:59:00.002-08:00

Sorry for my almost 2-week absence. I came back from my southern tour with Candy Hearts just a few days ago. We decided it would be a great idea to go south in the winter to avoid the snow. Unfortunately, the minute we booked it out of Pittsburgh, we were stuck in the biggest snow storm the south has seen in a long time. All of the news stations were reporting on the so called "Arctic Blast." That is just my luck. Our biggest show was canceled, I never was able to see Louisville, and I was stuck in a random hotel somewhere in Ohio.

One more unlucky thing: one of my favorite bands, Lemuria, happened to be playing in someone's basement on the very same day that we played at the Little Hamilton Collective in Nashville. The place was cool (heat or not) but all everyone kept saying was how everyone was at the Lemuria show instead. Hell, I wanted to head over there myself, but I'll catch them if they come around Brooklyn! Note for next tour: research popular bands in the same scene, and don't bother competing with them, especially if your favorite band plays in the same basements.

Aside from those two slip-ups, tour was wonderful! We met so many great people, and played so many wonderful, fun, shows! I really fell in love with Nashville, but nothing is quite the same as New York.

Post-show hanging with the band in Pittsburg. I got this dress at Kohls. Who would have thought.

Here's a picture someone took of us at Snug Harbor in Charlotte, North Carolina. Loving my new Voodoo Sparkledrive that I got for Christmas! After meeting some awesome kids in Asheville, we were led to Lunchbox records where Kris picked up Dear You by Jawbreaker. I can't wait to listen. Coolest record shop ever!

On the left is outside our hotel room in Columbus, Ohio. It wouldn't stop snowing. Thats my good old van covered in it. Poor guy. On the right is the awesome street-punk band we played with in Nashville. The girl was really cool, and could shred on bass. She thrifted and sewed all of her clothes. I really love her patent docs.

That's all for now. I spent the majority of the tour actually enjoying the moment rather than documenting it, which is something new for me, so I don't have pictures of all the shows or the people we met. Stay tuned and find out how much I ate when I discovered how awesome southern food is.

two lipsticks.

2010-01-15T10:59:00.002-08:00

I just got back from my tour with Candy Hearts, so I'll post about all the cool southern things I discovered later. When I got home, my sister and I decided to try out the new lipstick I bought when I was on the road! Revlon's Nude Attitude. She was clearly procrastinating from midterms. I decided to do her makeup, and she did mine. We came up with two different looks: one for understated lips and one for lips that pop.

The 90s are 10 years away. Wierdness.

2010-01-02T22:31:00.002-08:00

Free People crop top, Thrifted skinny pants, Guess Heels

This New Years, instead of getting wildly drunk like every other person my age, I went to a party with my grandma, and forced my mom to wear one of those “Happy New Year” sort of hats. It was pretty awesome. There was buffalo chicken and my uncle ran around the house banging on pots and pans. As for resolutions, I only have a few: get a career job, build a bigger portfolio, and play and go to some sweet shows.

After this entry I have this curious urge to say “Seacrest, out," but instead I'll leave you with pictures of my brother and sister. What did you guys do/wear on NYE?

Playing Dress Up

2009-12-31T14:33:00.002-08:00

Free People chain tank, J Cooper zip-up leggings, Guess platform pumps, Betsey Johnson rhinestone ring

The one thing about winter break that I almost resent is having enough time to play dress up with my mom. Yes, I know I'm 21 and not 12, but I got all these clothes for Christmas, and my mom had a "vision" on how I should wear them. I also have nothing to do, except things I dont want to do (like my senior project). Of course, this is not something I would normally wear, unless I was on stage or something (even then, 4 inch heels and 1/4" cables...not good!). This also brings up the whole age old debate of leggings vs pants or leggings=pants. I say as long as you steer clear of the dreaded vpl and it is completely opaque, why are they not pants? Because they don't have pockets? The tiger-print bra, on the other hand, gods of fashion, please forgive me; I didn't leave the house.

Happy holidays, everyone!

2009-12-26T18:19:00.002-08:00

Franco Sarto shoes, Xhilaration skirt

I don't have any full pictures of my outfit, because I ripped my tights, but my sister looks cute in sequins, a fringed skirt, and a feather headband. So 1920s! Here are some pictures from my family's Christmas party; I'll spare you the video of my cousin imitating "the Situation" from Jersey Shore. Now that the holidays are over, I must secure New Years plans. What are you guys doing, and what are you wearing?

The artwork is done, albums are in the mail!

2009-12-20T12:53:00.002-08:00

I know I have not updated in a long time, and I really hate being such a bad blogger, but I blame finals and finishing this album with Candy Hearts. I have not had much to blog about! If any of my readers want the album, message me. You can have it, even if it didn't officially come out yet. This is the artwork I made for it, and I don't think my mom likes our whole sound very much, which is making me very nervous, because it means so much to me. I also get nervous about everything.

Last week was the last issue of the Indy for the semester, and it was really short. We mainly just had to print the interview I did with Patrick Cavanaugh (of Mad Men and Transylmania), who was so charming. He totally charmed the pants of me. I didn't put it online yet, but I will. It's off to the rest of my last Shakespeare paper ever. At least I hope it is!

In a basement in New Brunswick

2009-12-13T16:58:00.002-08:00

Vintage dress, Forever 21 necklace, Dr. Martens shoes

Last night, Candy Hearts played a show in a New Brunswick basement called Octopus Studios with People in Charge and Gary B and the Notions (who came all the way from Baltimore!). It was weird, because that whole basement scene that New Jersey is so famous for is weird, but in a good way. I love New Jersey. I had White Castle on the way back for the first time ever. It's not as good as everyone says. I broke my almost 10 year streak of eating only organic beef. Sorry Mom, I will probably get mad cow now.

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It's almost Christmas!

2009-12-13T16:27:00.002-08:00

On Thursday I went on a trip to the Council of Literary Magazines and Presses and learned a world of things about book and literary magazine publishing. They have a library that is open to the public by appointment, which has a great selection of issues from various members (such as Fence and A Public Space, whose editors I got to meet).

After that, I met up with Kris to do the most touristy thing I could think of— seeing the tree in Rockefeller Center. I couldn't get any good pictures, because Kris is terrible at taking pictures, and it was really dark. If you can imagine, the tree was really big and really sparkly, and I was underwhelmed, cold, and hungry. Apparently, a Magnolia Bakery opened up around there, and Kris almost had a heart-attack when we passed it. We were in search of dinner, but when you see one of those life pretty much comes to a complete stop. I've never even gotten anything except boring vanilla, but I don't want to try something else because it is too good to risk passing up!

As soon as we scarfed down our pre-dinner dessert, we arbitrarily picked a Thai place to eat at and stumbled upon Pongsri. It was probably the most delicious food I have tasted (and Kris, who's a real foodie, agrees!). Their Tom Kha Gai (Thai Chicken Coconut Soup) was like nothing I've ever tasted. It just tasted like so much, and I have decided that I only want to eat that for as long as I live. Their curry was also the best curry I have ever had.

Does anyone know any other good Thai places in the NYC area?

Rodarte for Target. Yes. Yes. YES!

2009-12-09T21:55:00.002-08:00

Ok, so I know this is old news, but Rodarte for Target is coming to stores next week! I admit, I haven't kept up with the hype, and I had only caught a sneak peak of those camera-phone snapshots that were floating around the internet while I was working at Lucky. I was turned off by the half-dressed models, and weird Willy Wonka sunglasses, but the sequin rib-cage dress has been in the back of my mind since July, and my whole wardrobe is pretty much from Target (I’m not exactly the picture of high fashion).

Well, I've finally gotten around to looking at the look book, and I am blown away. If there is any one collection that emulates how I feel when I listen to My Bloody Valentine's Loveless, this collection would be it. I'm not just saying that because it's been on my mind, or because I've been trying desperately to draw the same sort of emotions in my own music. Everything down to the logo design is Loveless.

This collection is soft and feminine with dark edges that make me feel like I'm peaking at the ripped out pages of a diary entry I was never supposed to see—the innocent bow details mixed in with slinky leopard print, lace, and mesh. Even though it’s highly inspired by the 13-year-old fashion blogger of Style Rookie, this collection seems, for lack of other words, dangerous—like dark red lipstick, combat boots, and waist length hair.

Loveless is the one album that makes me feel like I am floating underwater, but I don’t need to breathe. It’s the sort of feeling that causes me tap on the jellyfish tank at the aquarium, wondering how something so soft could be laced with poison. Well, Target, I’m ready to take my chances and jump right in with the sharks!

The collection will be available until January 31^st, and I can’t can’t can’t wait to see it in person.

Wordpress doesn't allow embedding flash, which is another reason I should have chosen Blogspot (Wordpress is just so clean looking), but anyway, click here to stream "Sometimes" by My Bloody Valentine, from YouTube.

The first snow.

2009-12-06T23:07:00.002-08:00

Yesterday was the first day it snowed, and I went with Ellisa to the mall to finish Christmas shopping (even though she is Jewish, I made her come.). JCrew is having an awesome men's sweater sale. You all should go!

After that, I went home with Kris because it was snowing pretty badly (though nothing stuck!) and listened to the Lemuria singles collection, which is amazing and printed in an adorable seafoam color, and I made a gingerbread train from a kit I had laying around. Then we watched 2 hours of this cute show on CMT called "Meet the Wilsons" about 2 parents who are raising 3 toddlers and trying to get a record deal. We ate a feast of sushi (so much I swore my stomach would explode) and worked on our record a little bit.

I have some really exciting things coming up for our band, including a house show in New Brunswick, having a new song on our MySpace, figuring out album art, and something I can't talk about yet and have to bite my tongue so hard not to.

Second to last issue.

2009-12-05T20:00:00.002-08:00

Hand-me-down sweater, H&M dress, vintage bow, Liz Claiborne suede boots

Can I just say that when my sister bought this rainbow Lamé dress two years ago, I plotted to steal it, and alas, it is mine. She grew out of it. I wore this to go out Friday night and do basically nothing but stand outside of a party and think about going inside. I thought it would be good for the stage or New Years Eve with some platform pumps. Agree or disagree?

This week was the second to last issue of the Indy for this semester, and we had a great cover involving a drag queen. Despite our re-broken and re-fixed printer, someone came up to me out of the blue and said, "Hey, you are Mariel, right? I can't believe what you've done with the Indy. You turned it from crap into something totally respectable and interesting." She even complimented my copy editing skills. WHAT. Ok, so I can gush, now. I almost always receive negative comments, and I assume it's because people like to complain, so this was nice, nice, nice. We even have a few interns lined up for next semester, a plan to relaunch the website, and plans for a really fun launch party! Next week will be the last issue, and we are working without pay because, well, I guess that's who we are.

Even better than the paper finally falling into place, is the fact that (Shrunk and White are crawling in their graves) I went to dinner at Panera. I know, I know, it's just Panera, but the small things in life are what make life awesome.

Thanksgiving Weekend.

2009-11-29T18:33:00.002-08:00

Forever21 dress, Doc Martens shoes, vintage hair bow

For Thanksgiving, I would like to say I am thankful for my ability to have no time to do anything, yet all the time in the world. How does that work out? This weekend was a much needed vacation from staying up late and it was very quiet without the Independent (well, quiet aside from my loud Italian family). Now, I just have like a billion different projects to do: French test, vocal session, article to write, Shakespeare presentation, basement show, album art, copy editing, interview, research paper. I have not written a song in like two months because I've been so busy. Someone send help and ramen.

On a side note: Matthew Gray Gubler is pretty much my dream man, but there is some weird serial killer on "Criminal Minds" who is lighting everyone on fire. WHAT. Why is this show so addicting?

Here is my favorite part of the holidays, besides my family:

Candy Hearts show at the Charleston: Music and Friends!

2009-11-23T16:59:00.002-08:00

Gap hat, vintage clock necklace, Volcom dress, TJ Maxx flannel, Dr. Martens shoes

Last night we played at the Charleston in Williamsburg, Brooklyn with Hurrah! A Bolt of Light and Nightmare River Band. It is my new favorite bar by a lot. I feel like I am always saying this as I am exploring the benefits of being 21, but I mean it this time! It wasn’t dirty like I had heard, and the free pizza that you got with every drink purchase tasted good and wasn’t really greasy at all. The sound was actually awesome. The basement was really fun to play in and hangout in, oh, and ALL my friends were there. Best. Night. In. Forever.

FriendsGiving and Photo Shoot

2009-11-22T10:51:00.002-08:00

It is always strange how I repeatedly find myself in a room with the same people, whether it is in Brooklyn, at school, at the grocery store, or wherever. We always just find each other. I guess friendship is really a bunch of people whose messes get mixed into each other’s messes— on purpose or not.

The photo above is from a photo shoot we did last night for my friend Neil’s band, Terror Pigeon Dance Revolt. He painted my face with glue and there was so much glitter it could have been the set of a Katy Perry video. I can’t wait to see how the cover comes out, and I’m glad he wanted to involve our whole group of friends.

Side note: No one ate my cauliflower. Not even a taste. I am bitter. Am I a bad cook or something, because it tasted good to me?

Saturday Morning, Being Lazy.

2009-11-21T14:01:00.002-08:00

Target sweater, Scarf from a boutique in San Francisco, Urban Outfitters Skirt, Doc Martens Boots, Revlon Lipstick

I don’t know if I forgot to mention this, but on Wednesday I got to interview Patrick Cavanaugh from “Mad Men” about his new movie. It was really great experience, he was really nice, and hopefully it will make a great clip for my portfolio.

Right now, I am still in bed trying to get some graphic design things I did for Lucky into my portfolio and browsing jobs online. I should be transcribing my interview and cooking for Friendsgiving tonight, but I am still unsure about where to I want to work (yes I know it’s early!), and I get obsessed with thinking about it. I just want to do some kind of writing, either words or music, and maybe marketing or pr, because I think I’d be good at it. Really, I would be very happy to be doing any of those things (If any of you reading are looking to hire a quirky html nerd, with a penchant for the English language and flair for everything music related, hello, I am here!). Well, I have a few more months until I have to worry about it, so I’ll apply, apply, apply, and take whatever bites when the time comes.

This outfit, so the picture is not irrelevant, is from last night. My friend from Buffalo took a spontaneous flight to New York and ended up at my apartment. I had not seen her in 2 years, and we had so much fun.

Costumey or Retro-Chic?

2009-11-19T00:00:00.002-08:00

I originally bought this fascinator from Forever 21 because it was cheap, and my mom (who I am positive has lived a past life as a stylist) convinced me that I should get something of the sort. When I asked her if she thought it was too dramatic, she just rolled her eyes and said, “Pshht, Have you ever been to Williamsburg?” Touche. After seeing Blair Waldorf rock one in “Gossip Girl” a couple episodes back, I was sold, only now I don’t know how to wear it. My sister thinks it looks like I’m going to funeral, and my boyfriend thinks I look like a lunch lady.

Should I try it out tonight at Women Out Loud, or am I disillusioned?

I also had a bad day so I’m trying to stay positive, and in true list-maker fashion, I’m making a list. All I really want to do is curl up and read Nylon until I get sleepy.

Things I am enjoying right now:
1. Mint Tea
2. Rainer Maria
3. Project Runway

One Print Manager. 10 songs. Music Issue!

2009-11-18T23:27:00.002-08:00

Esprit blazer, Hanes tee, Forever 21 jeans and ring, and Steve Madden flats

Finally, the PSGA hired a printer for the Independent, but it was not without the development of a few new gray hairs (I’m not joking! I am only 21 why is this happening?). Everything has been going smoothly ever since then. That's our office in the picture by the way.

This week was our music issue, and I made a list of what I thought were 10 of the most important songs from the 1990s, excluding Nirvana because that is too easy. First thing that came to mind was Third Eye Blind, which I am strongly considering covering tomorrow when I play solo at Women Out Loud (A benefit for the campus’s women’s clinic). While we still don’t have a reliable staff, our photography interns managed to wrangle their friends together and submitted some great articles. Finally, a real newspaper with a real circulation.

I also had a semi-aggravating band practice. We have a show on Sunday at The Charleston in Williamsburg, and I put my heart and soul into a song and was completely shut down. In the end, it turned out how I wanted it to be, which is why I don’t understand why the argument even needed to happen. Perhaps those sorts of things help lead you in the circles you need to wander around in order to find something wonderful. Ironically, that is what the song is about.

I'll leave you with the runner up for this week's cover shot. It only lost because it was irrelevent, but it's still cool.

last weeks show.

2009-11-09T16:16:00.002-08:00

There is not much to say about The Independent as of late, so I will talk about happenings in Candy Hearts-ville instead! The paper is at a stand still, but we have still managed to print full sized issues/ fix the broken printer (things I have done out of my own will, with no help. I AM NOT BITTER.) You can read my interview with Nana Grizol here. I am really psyched about it. I might have the chance to do some other big interviews in the near future!

Anyway, I will use this post to talk about the show that I played with them! It was awesome. No one really said anything which made me kind of nervous that we played too loud and our songs are so short, which are things i initially strived for. I like to keep songs at nice 2:30, unless its a ballad, since my favorite songs are short and I don't know, everything just sounds right to me. I guess I am really attached to the songs since I only know how to write about my life (yes I strive to be a sort of punk Taylor Swift, she is just so cool). I just had a really great time dancing with kris, and an even better time when Nana Grizol played and Ellisa and I sang all the words and danced together!

I just hope someone heard me sing and the words meant something to them! Anyway, the whole thing was sort of like one of those moments where you are just so glad that what has happened is happening.

my first love and i.

2009-10-26T14:08:00.002-07:00

Right now, I am only writing to keep myself from writing the last page of my Shakespeare essay. It is 5pm and I need to do it ASAP before the Indy meeting. Last night, I swore I would do it, but ended up finishing most of the guitars on my record. This weekend has been the first 5 minutes I have had to breath since my boyfriend left for tour, and I started dating Starbucks.

I'm toying with the idea of making a music video, because I feel the need to be creative lately.

Edit: The whole point of this post was to talk about how much I love the new Chanel blush my mother made me buy. Moms always know best. I've never been a blush kind of gal, and I should be since I am basically the real life incarnation of an overly contrasted Myspace photo. Anyway, I like the plum undertones, and I love how it goes with lipstick. It even seems worth the extra money because :
a. like any other girl, the linked c logo of Chanel makes my heart flutter
b. it actually stays on!

A weekend in vermont.

2009-10-12T21:20:00.002-07:00

In this post I will fully admit to tagging pictures with my full name in an attempt to show up on Google. Sue me for not wanting to be invisible on the net/my sad ploy at internet fame. Anyway, that is me looking quite disheveled and far from frizz-free. To be fair, I think we walked like three miles up hill.

I am normally not into nature shots. I think they are too easy and lacking in emotion, but fall is my favorite time of year, and I was so proud I had hiked that far (obviously, I have not been outdoorsey since I discovered video games, tv, and clothes that were too nice to mess up).

i love soup.

2009-10-12T14:03:00.002-07:00

I never posted this because my camera's battery was not charged, but this is a delicious peanut coconut chicken stew that I had made to prepare myself for a long day. It was perfect, and my boyfriend even wanted seconds (as if that is new anyway). I let him handle the raw meat because it grosses me out until its cooked, but it would have been good with just veggies. I adapted it from here.